Camping 8-24-09-8-26-09

So...I am going camping tomorrow and I am absolutely terrified. Anybody that knows me knows that I am not a nature kinda girl and I am terrified of going on this camping trip lol. I am going with the rest of the staff of RA's as a team builder and although I am excited about the connections that we will all make...I am nervous about the 44 miles of canoeing that we will be doing over the next 3 days lol....But I am being optomisitic (SP) meaning "No Bitching". I am going to make the best of it....no cell phones...no computers...no communication with the outside world lol....wish me luck!

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**Starmaker**

So....although I often joke about Diddy's unrelentless quest for new talent, saying "Here he goes again" lol...I can appreciate the talent that he brings about in each show. I am watching Starmaker right now and these are some excdeptionally talented people...seriously. He has a knack for finding good talent....seriously. And he is pushing out some seriously talented people. And another thing that I do love about the show, is its diversity....there are people of all different ethnicities singing all different genres of music...I give it two thumbs up :D

Enlightened 8-9-09

So...I went to church this morning...to women's day && it was so absolutely awesome! Just from beginning to end, I just kept feeling so much of a burden lift off of me! The speaker was absolutely amazing...she was so real. And from her message, I realized a lot of things....things that I had already been struggling with but really for no reason...I realized that people will come and go and as long as God is you consistency...the rest will fall into place. Also, she made some very good points about the way that transitioning feels...and I realized that this is what is happening to me....people that were once there are not anymore....things that I once thought I wanted...I don't have the desire for anymore...these are things that God has taken away for a reason...it may be to reveal something to me or simply because it doesn't fit into my life...uhhhh. I could just go on and on and on...but it was just awesome....absolutely enlightening.

So...WTF???

So, I can not understand why Lady Gaga thought that this hair was at all appropriate. In my opinion it looks like a very pastel bird nest and it is not anything that someone should be wearing on their head for anything besides a joke....and also...why does she not have clothes on???? 2 thumbs up for originality....but thats about it. Am I the only one that thinks this is absurd????

FlintSource

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Bittersweet

So, in about 16 days, I will be moving back to school and it is time to get focused. I feel like I am at a point in my life where I am growing into the kind of person that I want to become and a lot of things are changing. People are changing, which includes me too. I am beginning to understand myself and the kind of woman that I am. And I just hope that friendships that I have made will hold up to the test of time. Because I just feel the difference...the seperation...the change in not just my self but everyone. If you are my real friend, obviously you know this is not about u....but if u question it....this just might be...:( The change is for the better, but I hate to lose people that I cherish. I don't feel that I will absoultely lose them....but I definitely know that things won't be how they once were. && in the words of my ace booncoon Jas Cherise...."I HATE CHANGE"! I'm just hoping for the best of things...but just needed to get that off my chest.